Well its five in the morning and the lights already broken And the rainy streets are empty for nobody else has woken Yet you turn towards the window as he sleeps beneath the covers And you wonder what hes dreaming in his slumbers
Theres a clock upon the table and its burning up the hour And you feel your life is shrinking like the petals of a flower As you creep towards the closet youre so careful not to wake him And you choose the cotton dress you bought last summer
Theres a time of indecision between the bedroom and the door But the part of you that knows that you cant take it any more Theres the promise of the future in the creaking of the floor And youre torn if you should leave him with a number
And in your imagination youre a thousand miles away Because too many of his promises got broken on the way So you write it in a letter all the things you couldnt say And you tell him that youre never coming home
She starts running for the railway station praying that her calculations right And theres a train just waiting there to get her to the city before night A place to sleep a place to stay will get her through another day Shell take a job shell find a friend shell make a life thats better
The passengers ignore her just a girl with an umbrella And theres nothing they can do for her, theres nothing they can tell her Theres nothing they could ever say would change the way she feels today Shed live the life shed always dreamed if he had only let her
Now in her imagination shes a million miles away When too many of his promises got broken on the way So she wrote it in a letter all the things she couldnt say And she told him she was never coming home She told him she was never coming home
I wake up in an empty bed a road drill hammers in my head I call her name theres no reply its not like her to let me lie Its time for work its time to go but somethings different I dont know I need a cup of coffee Ill feel better
I stumble to the bathroom door, her make up bag is on the floor It really is a mess this place it takes some time to shave my face Im not really thinking straight she never lets me sleep this late Im almost done and then I see the letter
In his imagination shes a universe away Too many of his promises got broken on the way So she wrote it in a letter all things she couldnt say And she told him she was never coming home, She told him she was never coming home, She told him she was never coming home
Im gonna live my life And she told him she was never coming home Im gonna live my life in my own way
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